Zoey T McCarthy ([personal profile] zoeytmccarthy) wrote2016-02-17 07:56 pm

being a kid...

I just want to be GONE... I hate pretending like i'm ok. Like nothing is wrong. I hate always being the one everyone wants me to be... They say enjoy being a kid. It's crap. You dont know what that kid s going through. You have no say in anything. You have to be what they make you when youre young. You have to worry about "fitting in". You have to worry about rumors, what people think, what they say. Being a kid isnt easy. Especially for certain ones. Stop saying things are so easy for us... I want to die but I would never EVER have the guts to kill myself. In ten years itll be all over and none of that will matter and i know it but for some reason i still think about it...